2316 lucky got internet
dhika not home yet, so I m currently using his com. Yes, again. Haha
chatting wif so many body. And juz receive the song for dan’s item from meimei. Thanx yah. Gonna practise hard for this one

nothing much to say actually. Hehe. Cant think on the spot wat to write. Coz brain kinda not functioning very well. Has been sick over the weekend and my nose still doing marathon/cross country. Run non-stop.

Getting sick is really not funny at all. So long I haven’t been falling sick and now, strike down wif cold/flu/runny nose/fatigue/muscles aches…..blah blah blah… shud have taken good care of the body in the first place. So vulnerable the body…xp

Ok practise a little while mr dan’s item today. Walaueh, cant do the backflip properly man. Crash a few times, on my head, on my legs, on my shoulders, walau, its damn painful u noe…but its cool! If I m able to master these, I wud be very proud of myself. Such a versatile dancer! Hahaha…..

Realise a few things today…perhaps getting sick makes u see stuff clearer.

There is a thing dat I m afraid it might be the truth; the outcome is so horrifying dat I wud not wish to find out the truth itself. It may cost me my frenship, my belief, and my trusts in people. If u are in this kinda situation, wud u wana find out the real thing behind all illusions or the craziest thing ever?

Jealousy can be lethal; it may not be the quickest weapon to bring someone down, but it is definitely the most vicious, most deadly weapon to destroy not life but things more precious than life. Trusts, frenships, bonds, love….knowing it is easier to say dat we know we shud fell into the trap of jealousy but it is 100 times harder to b able to do dat.

0015 sick xp

Falling

1112 Aches all over
Neck pain, stomach pain, leg pain, sore throat…I m having muscles aches all over my body + sore throat + runny nose +cough. I think I m going to faint soon.

Went for Mr Dan’s contemp item yesterday afternoon. It was very….erm, difficult I would say. And he teaches very fast! But oe say almost all choreographers teach at this pace. Or mayb I was too dumb. Cant even do a simple kick…haiz…
Guess didn have enough stretch after the practise. So aches everywhere on my body. Especially behind the neck. I think I had a swelling there. Bloody painful. Stan u die alr, u haven’t learn any of the guys part.
Enough rambling of my body which is CMI alr. Anywae the choreography is nice. So I m juz gonna work very hard and be the best of all!!! Gogogo wh!

So last week I was damn slack. Monday went to help IP, Tuesday release so early, Wednesday JC SYF, Thursday halfday, and Friday didn go to school. hahaha, tutorials piling up. And I have no more excuses to slack alr. I really nid to buck up.

Reply tags:
lu ren jia: erm, I dunno who are u, but I m updating now. I dun have internet access u see, and my com is down…
ale: very difficult to find nice blogskin one leh.
gerry: harlo! I oso noe ur blog
huiting: chuating, stop the bimbo thing. U wan u go get one for urself hahaha
stan: thanx haha, gonna update more often after I get my com back
rach: haha, u lyk rats lyk dat keep digging the packet nobody wan to eat alr lah.

So tons of hw awaiting, gonna start revision soon also. Next week cca oso very hiong: Monday exco stuff, Wednesday exco stuff, Thursday practise 6-8, Friday prac 8-10, Saturday in the morning. Wahahaha, I m goin to be immortal soon, dun nid rest one.

1132 stupid internet haiz…

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this is quite interesting. haha, and i like the drawing =) i like tarot cards

2305 Friday the 13th?
So finally I got a chance to blog. But when I m now in front of the computer, I realise I hve got nothing in mind to blog about. How ironic.

Ok let me recount on wat happens last week.

Went to watch danceworks grandfinals last Saturday and YEAH! Purify won the competition. I cheered like mad, and got sore throat after that. I guess this is the first time I got sore throat from cheering. CONGRATULATE AGAIN TO PURIFY!

Then the streetfest audition in the morning. So I m in the “four hot guys” dance but I cannot determine which group I prefer. Well, juz like wat ale have said, I will roam around and help choreography and it does not really matter which group that I join.

Got really emo today, and do not really noe the reason for it. Hmm.. I wonder why. Juz the whole afternoon my mind was filled with thoughts, and I cannot find a way to sort them out. Many different things I have thought about and there is no end to them. Onli after dat, like now, I have realised that there is no reason for me to get stress up over these matter which I cant even sort them out properly. This is just WEIRD

Do people get emo or stress up on thoughts they cant even sort out?

Sometimes I wonder should people change or remain who they are? Why people choose to change? Not feeling confident about who they are? Or merely trying to be a better person? Do other people like who you are? Or u wish to have them like u if u are a better person? Is it rational to change ur personality and not remain as who u currently are?....
Long list of questions huh, which I would oso like to find out the answers.

Shit I cant go for the Chinese dance syf coz I hve got practise on Tuesday. SHIT!!!

2328 napfa tml?

I do not know how to describe this
But it is just a weird feeling I have never had before
I thought there is a cure to this
Or at least an injection to slow it down
I am afraid
Afraid of so many things that I could not imagine
I am scared
Scared of losing what I m used to hold
I am shivering
Loosing grip of what I m used to believe in
I am not well
And I hope to stand up again so soon
Though I know it might be on a broken heart and a shattered soul

2249 i wana blog!!!

y must people who got into the bus first just stand der and not moving inwards? have they realise how squeezy it is for the people in front of the bus?? be considerate man!

went onto bus 171 today, as usual the bus is full of people... and as usual der are people who do not wish to move inwards and just stand der pretending no one else in front, standing lyk u or even suffering more than u!(they are packed lyk sardine in front of the bus) i really wonder wats their reason for not moving in leh. seriously, y cant everybody juz be a bit more considerate and gv one another a bit more space and freedom. it will make the bus a better place. hehe.

not grumbling, but juz wondering, isit us who is inconsiderate or isit the family teaching or parental guidance which makes us so insensitive,selfish and ignorant? i would not say i m a 100% good guy, and i would say dat there arent many in this world. izit dat our parents who teach us and in the end makes us who we are? or isit the environment dat we are in change us while we are adapting to it? to me i think family guidance play a more important role. i think parents should be very responsible in their children attitude towards life and ppl around them. no doubt education starts young. i dun mean onli academic but also attitude and behaviour. if the parents themselves also behave like nuisance i would not guarantee u their child will have a good personality. however we must also keep in mind dat we are constantly learning from the people or things happening around us. the environment dat we are in and the ppl dat we mix ard wif will have a great impact on our character development too. we might, unconsciously, change ourselve to a very large extent in the process of adapting or getting into the environment we are in. i hope we could realise wat we have become in the end and reflect on wat we should do to make us better ppl. its just my onpinion =)

perhaps i m a nuisance myself. hehe, so i think i m lyk everyone else, need improvements and changes, but of course, in different ways.

streetfest "audition" tml! excited to know who getting into the dance dat i will be in. to the juniors: it will be a new and fun experience for all of us! and i believe we would all improve from it! c ya tml!

went to eat lunch wif stan today, suppose to go wif oe and ale oso. but this two person pangseh us the last minute. to the evil twin and the nonsense guy: dun u dare pangseh us again!
eat esteler, eat chippy calamari rings( i get sick of it after eating more than half of the pax, not dat its not nice, perhaps a bit too much) oh and met qyt a few ppl today! first mianjun, then yiting, then xianyong, sumin, then erika. wah, everyone seems to be on a holiday outing spree. haha. and btw, shilin in cineleisure close down le..=( damn it, one less incentive for me to go to cine. mayb now i prefer far east. hahaha, i think u noe y.

another "weird" thing happened today: stan was waiting for ben at far east, and over the phone ben said he is at the 7-eleven, so stan went over to check. but ben nv appear! so we tot he in another dimension or kena abducted by aliens haha. but dun worry, alien abduction in singapore still not been proven yet. =p

read a joke book today at popular. it is really qyt interesting and i used to think the joke book was one of the best ones. read till i forgot the time. about the title leh, i dun think i will put it up lah huh, its for u all to find out. hehe. hope i can remember and tell u ppl a few. wh recommended jokes haha

so it seems dat i need a huge amount of time to catch up wif my tutorials and studies. blooRdie hell. haha. but i wish to blog more.

lastly, congrats to NJ indian dance! GOLD WITH HONOURS WITH SPECIAL MENTION! wonderful! u guys deserve it! to my frens in indian dance, we are very proud of u guys. hope the other dance groups can get gold with honours too! the one most anticipated and i reali wish to go watch one is of course chinese dance! (of course i m still very excited over wd ones lah!) hope we all will perform well, make the cca proud, make the school proud and of course, make ourselves proud!

2319 tired, eyes very dry + very sleepy