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streetfest was a success! and i hope everybody enjoys it, especially ppl from Petrify. thanx so much for ur dedication and commitments. i will not forget ya all. and not to forget this is the last dance i will be doing this year(i guess). dun worry i will continue to dance after my A level. concentration and focus is wat i nid right now. oh yeah, and special thanx to ZHANGYUN! haha, thanx for rushing us and helping out so much. =)

i like the dance chalet! the place is very nice lah. seriously. the mahjong sessions, the xbox, the bbq, the food thing, the video, the dance party...thanx for everyone who make this possible =)

if i have been a meanie in anywae, to anyone, sorry yeah. =)

nothing much to blog about, will think about it then blog again tonight.

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addicted to this song by christina aguilera

hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

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ok i m going back to malaysia for the weekend. leaving tml in the afternoon and i think i will be back on monday morning.

reply tag!
jamie: haha i will be back! thats for sure. such pity u not doing street fest. hope u will come by some time to watch!
cheryl: yes i quoted ur words haha. i hope to get well soon too!
rachchew: u stay behind imm? does dat mean dat u take quite some time to go to school?long bus journey huh?
sumyutha: haha sorie lah i m qyt a cheena person
stan: what's wrong with being cheena? u angmoh boy! go update ur blog lah!
huiting: hey i juz remember we still havent gone to kbox! i m craving for it haha. lets go kbox!
jiateng: thanx! realli happy u guys like it
avril: aloha! haha. c ya ard in sch!

now onli this song can represent what i m feeling now. the lyrics so similar to what i m thinking.

世界末日 周杰伦
想笑 来伪装掉下的眼泪
点点头 承认自己会怕黑
我只求 能借一点的时间来陪
你却连同情都不给

想哭 来试探自己麻痹了
没全世界 好像只有我疲惫
无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

天灰灰 会不会 让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违
累不累 睡不睡 单影无人相依偎
夜越黑 梦违背
有谁肯安慰
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是 另一种美

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