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i m currently undergoing very much pressure and stress now! stress level reaching 400%

i am going crazy now. due to the stress. i might just turn into a monster any time soon. like hulk or something. then i will tear people apart. or just devour them. when i am under stress, pretty much anything can go into my stomach.

so u be careful out there! do not try to offend this monster.
do not feed him with insult or urself.
do not inflict physical injury! extremely dangerous

his words can be highly toxic.

be nice to him, and he will be nice to you.

the extraodinary being mentioned above is actually a highly intelligent creature. however, he is currently suffering from harmful radioactive rays from njc notes and practice papers. thus he is going through some transformation. may not act like he is supposed to be.

if u suspect any mental illness he might be suffering, do not call 995 yet, or IMH, watever, etc.

ok enough of the crap i am going to tell a joke i read from readers' digest.
it allows me to take a break from the stress up crap mind freak blah blah blah

Qn: why is 6 afraid of 7?


Ans: because 7 8 9

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watever.

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alryt i think the stress had set in.

there are so many things yet to be done. econs, maths, physics, chem, gp....

i have not had such fear and nervousness in years. not even before my O level and promos. honestly speaking i do not have much confidence in winning this battle.

i need to be better prepared for this. i need 平常心. i need to be able to calm down and think wise, and fast. i need to have some luck. and most importantly, i need to believe in myself. i need to focus and know that i can do it.

may the lucky stars shine on me(as well as all others)

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so i finally met the caveman stanley goh today! haha. both ale and i agree that he hides in his cave for very long alr.

took the maths paper two today. then went to disturb the juniors at the booth. haha. went to destroy their food! and i was really tempted to watch the cest la vie

getting fatter day by day without output but lots of input. haiz... i m really losing motivation to study, to exercise and to pursue wat i want. i nid some divine intervention to enlighten me to cheong cheong cheong!

FATTTTTTTTTT

isit dat everybody will be helpless when they are face with this kind of matter? this is really an interesting observation

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its 10 mins past midnight.

had so called 'formal dinner' just now. its a hostel thing

there was this guy MC speaking in damn irritating accent. with RRRRRs flying all around

nothing exciting has been happening, but i guess that's alright

saw haikal's recounting of his JC experience; but didnt read closely

JC time flies real fast; it passes even before u realise it

i am seriously not going to say: i am going to work hard

coz wat i say will not come by

cest la vie is tml

and i am tempted to watch the performance

zhang yun has sth funny on her blog, go read it

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its 10 mins past midnight.

had so called 'formal dinner' just now. its a hostel thing

there was this guy MC speaking in damn irritating accent. with RRRRRs flying all around

nothing exciting has been happening, but i guess that's alright

saw haikal's recounting of his JC experience; but didnt read closely

JC time flies real fast; it passes even before u realise it

i am seriously not going to say: i am going to work hard

coz wat i say will not come by

cest la vie is tml

and i am tempted to watch the performance

zhang yun has sth funny on her blog, go read it

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alryt! i am finally back on the blogger! phew...its been a long time. i m like quarantined from the internet. my goodness.

ok i just realise there is 14 days left to my first paper! for those who will start hating me because i just REMINDED YOU A LEVEL IS IN TWO WEEKS, good for you! haha, its time to start mugging and get motivated - by all means!

special msg to ZHANG YUN: hey girl jiayou jiayou! this is worth the cheong-ing u know! so pick up all ur spirit and stay focus! U HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT U CAN DO IT!

i m considering to go on hibernation during this one month or so. it is a critical period. i really need to stay focus and think nothing else. especially something which i think i shud let go

well, this is the last lap, like wat everybody else says. lets finish it doing our best and leave no regrets. do not look back, and do like wat aaron says: JUST WHACK. haha

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it's about time
and about time to stop thinking about u