Just a dream - Carrie Underwood



It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen
All dressed in white
Going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
Sixpence in her shoe, something borrowed, something blue
And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down
Trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard the trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hand

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt
Then the congregation all stood up and sang
The saddest song that she ever heard
Then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh, and what could have been
And then the gun's rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart

我知道我应该趁还为深陷泥沼的时候，下决心把自己连根拔起。

其实这种决定，我还没有那种坚决和肯定。但我知道，现在的我，若不能放下，将会很痛苦。

因为我曾感受过这种痛楚。

但我也知道，现在的我，是不可能放得下，不可能转身走掉。

不是现在，肯定不是现在。

现在的我，没有那种勇气，没有那种决心，没有那种机会。

现在的我，一定会陷入泥沼之中，被悲痛侵袭。

我痛恨自己的软弱，痛恨自己的无能，痛恨自己的彷徨无助。

我真的真的真的不想再重蹈覆辙。不想再一次经历这种痛。

因为太了解所以很伤心。

了解我又能怎样？了解我又能够做些什么？

为何我感到我想要抓住的希望里我越来越远？
我开始认为我所做的一切都是错误的
现在我最希望的
就是有多一点机会
多一点信心
多一点运气

我不想一切重演，
不想一切重来；
我愿意付出，虽然不知道会不会有结果

当我以为我已经在这场战争中得到胜利，我才发觉真正的赢家，并不是我。

难道我只有当骑士的权利？

为何每次我都必须承受一样的结果？

难道我只有当旁观者的资格？

过去的片段一再重演，主角虽不同，但我的角色从未改变。

难道我就没有办法争取我要的东西吗？

我究竟少了些什么，少了些让我自己能够骄傲的证明？

难道我真得如此不济，毫无本钱可言？

alright reply tags!

huiting: haha sorry lar havent had the time to go back and visit u guys. hopefully i will see u guys during danceworks!

cheryl: sorry reply a bit the late ah haha. take care while u are at camps and in aus!

ale: I will try to change blogskins again! only when i am free haha. anyway hope to see u soon.

This is a song my french teacher intro to the class. I find it quite nice, both the lyrics and the singing, esp her voice. enjoy. :)
Ce chanson de patricia kaas - mon mec a moi.

I think this two songs by S.H.E is nice. 沿海公路的出口and安静了